Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Dalam Masa 2-3 Hari

banyak insiden terjadi sepanjang 2-3 hari ni. antaranya:

ahad: 25/10
dengan gembiranya aku teman nad p tgk lee min ho kat sg wang plaza. tu la 1st time aku jejak mall tu. tu la 1st time aku naik monorail. tu la 1st time aku besesak-sesak sampai sakit badan n ponteng class on the next day. tu la 1st time aku berdiri for nearly 5 hours (bongok betul!)
semata2 nak tgk laki korea yang kelihatan pretty pada hari tu.
tapi yang tak best nyer orang2 yang meniaga kat situ x friendly sangat. lagi satu food dia memang aku was was nak makan kecuali kfc. huhu

selain tu aku sedih coz man u kalah 2-0 ngan liverpool. aku plan nak tgk match tu tp terlupa plak.

isnin
kat surat kabar heboh sal nik aziz mintak pas buat egm. so mula la puak2 umno bersuka ria coz pas yang slalu jer belagak kuat di ambang perpecahan seperti umno gak. dulu pas hepi umno bergolak sekarang rasakan la. korang nak politik cara islam tapi korang bersorak menyaksikan perpecahan. dari sudut ni PAS = UMNO. so cepat2 bertaubat. perpecahan akan memburukkan lg imej Islam. so plz fix it!

selasa
aku tekejut dengan berita jambatan gantung runtuh kat kuala Dipang. beberapa murid dipercayai lemas. inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un... ya allah ampunkan lah kami andai musibah ni berlaku atas dosa2 kami. dan kurniakanlah pahala bagi mangsa dan ahli2 kelurga mereka yang menghadapai bencana ini dengan tabah dan sabar. amin...

kat luar negara plak kes si karadzic the butcher gagal dapat tangguh perbicaraan dia kat ICC di the hague. mudah mudahan dia disabitkan dengan tuduhan yang dikenakan atas dia.

kat kuwait plak nak diwajibkan pemakaian hijab. ada yang sokong ada yang bantah. aku? aku sokong tapi make sure hikmah pemakaian hijab disebar luas dan difahami terlebih dahulu k.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

ada ORANG PAS pantang di tegur

aku decide tuk tulis post ni pas baca article kat harakah online beberapa minit lepas.article ni bertajuk "Aziz Bari patut bincang kepincangan undang-undang" ditulis oleh seorang bernama azmi yusof. beliau kurang berpuas hati dengan komen yang dibuat oleh Prof terhadap kepimpinan PAS.

aku kerap ikut tulisan or komen2 Prof dalam banyak constitutional issue especially kes perak. opinion dia banyak menyebelahi PR maka senang la hati orang PR coz ada constitutional expert yang berani tuk voice out the truth.

antara isi kandungan dalam article mr. azmi ialah " Profesor Dr Abdul Aziz Bari sewajarnya membicarakan kepincangan dalam pilihan raya kecil (PRK) Bagan Pinang dari sudut undang-undang, bukannya perubahan kepimpinan PAS".jelas sekali beliau seolah-olah sangat berharap Prof akan mengulas PRK tersebut dari sudut undang2 tetapi sebaliknya yang berlaku. comment Prof menurut beliau berkenaan kepimpinan PAS adalah tidak seimbang.

mungkin beliau tidak dapat trima pandangan Prof yang luar dari skop ilmu constitution tapi bagi aku Prof walaupun seorang constitutional expert ada hak tuk comment sesuatu isu walaupun di luar skop undang2. Prof, aku percaya memberikan pandangan berdasarkan pengalaman, pemerhatian dan ilmu yang beliau miliki. syabas Prof kerana berani menyuarakan pendapat tersebut!

berdasarkan pembacaan aku terhadap article2 yang pro PAS termasuk la yang ni, aku simpulkan ada sesetengah orang PAS or Pro-PAS tak leh trima kritikan terhadap pemimpin2 dorang. seolah pemimpin dorang maksum. aku respect dan sokong semua ulama2 dan polisi islam yang dibawa PAS tapi apa yang aku tak gembira dan hampir fed up ngan PAS ni ialah orang2 fanatik yang tak leh trima kritikan kepada kepimpinan mereka. even ada pemimpin dan orang2 BN lebih open dan matang dalam mengkritik kepimpinan dorang.ingatlah walaupun pemimpin PAS terdiri dari kalangan ulama ada kalanya mereka juga buat kesilapan kerana mereka bukan maksum. sebab tu la pintu taubat tu sentiasa terbuka tuk semua manusia.

hidup PROF AZIZ BARI!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

beyond "kudrat"

i've been thru a lot for this semester
most of the time i really wanna cry
but
i still walk steadily and smile
like nothing happen
like everything is fine

i question myself isn't that pretending?
the reply is no!
becoz i let go the past
i let the new hope takes place
don wanna bother the pressure to much
juz wanna enjoy the final semester to the fullest

but today i broke down
no one comes to fix me
tears eventully running
no one comes to dry them
like i always wish
coz no one knows the pain inside

i succumb...
i feel frustrated and hopeless...

Friday, October 16, 2009

I am stronger! (dedicated to the test II UF)

When my dream turns fantasy
When my hope just of no use
When my mind depressed
When my heart broken

I told myself that I am still alive


When the pain is all around
When the cure is nowhere to be found
When the life is incredibly miserable
When the world is crushing down on me

I told myself that I am still standing


When everything is vague
When everything is not right
When everything is a mess
When everything is suck

I told myself that I am still doing alright


When I don’t know how to react
When I don’t know what to say
When I don’t know anything anymore
When I don’t know which path is the best

I told myself that I am still being patient



When I need a faith to hold on to
When I need a shoulder to cry on
When I need a person to hug
When I need a smile to stay calm

I told myself that I am still going to get it


When I let off the frustrating
When I thought it’s not too late
When I believe success is ahead
When I left alone to handle all these

I told myself that I am still stronger!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Israeli youths reject army call-up (al jazeera, 13th oct 2009)

More than 80 Israeli students have announced their refusal to serve in the Israeli military because of what they call their nation's track-record of oppression in the occupied territories.

The conscientious objectors issued a letter declaring their determination not to join up during a news conference in Tel Aviv in protest against the government's policies towards Gaza and the West Bank.

"We cannot ignore the truth - the occupation is a violent, racist, inhumane, illegal, undemocratic, immoral and an extreme condition that presents a mortal danger to both peoples," the letter read.

"We, who were educated on the values of liberty, justice, honesty and peace, cannot accept it."

It was signed by 84 high school students.

Four of the signatories at the news conference on Monday said they were aware that refusing to enlist would land them in jail, but noted that they were acting out of loyalty to their values and those of the society they live in.

"We were born into the reality of the occupation and many in our generation see it as something 'natural'," Or Ben-David, a 19-year-old from Jerusalem, said.

Ben-David is legally obliged to join the army at the beginning of November.

"But I opened my eyes to what was around me and became critical of the Israeli society. I visited in the West Bank and met with Palestinians, it changed my view of things."

Jail sentence

When asked whether she would do a different kind of public service, another refusenik - Amelia Marcovich - said she considered public service and volunteering to be a lifelong activity and not just something that you do for two or three years because you have to.

"I hope that sitting in jail won't dampen my desire to contribute to the society and that I'll keep on volunteering afterward," she said.

Another objector, Effie Brenner, a student, said he is refusing against his parent's wishes. "My parents reacted really badly when I told them I wouldn't join the army. They threatened to kick me out of house," he said.

Nevertheless, he said it was easier to do three years of military service than to stand up and make a statement and even sit in prison for what you believe in.

"One of the reasons I refuse to join is because I want the Palestinians to know that not all Israelis are in favour of the occupation and that some people are willing to make a sacrifice to end it," Brenner said.

"Palestinians who have heard of what I'm doing have expressed thanks and encouragement."

Brenner said the group had already employed legal representation and they were ready to face the military trials awaiting them.

Similar letters have been publicised over the years by high school seniors slated to enlist ever since the first one was written in 1979.

kelu

selalu jer aku jadi camni bila buka blog
tiba-tina jer ilang semua mende yang ada lam palotak
penah aku pikir nak tulis dulu then paste jer kat blog ni
tapi tak menjadi gak
bila jari jemari sentuh jer keyboard
rasa macam tak tau mana nak mula
kelu!

adakah ini satu masalah?
aku tanya diri sendiri yg langsung tak de jawapan
takde kepastian
dan masih lagi aku
kelu!

aku terfikir ada kebaikan ke?
aku tanya lah diri sendiri yang langsung terus berdiam
terus menyepi
dan aku tetap juga
kelu!

Monday, October 12, 2009

taking PIL test on the bench

selalaunya bila orang sebut pasal test aku terbayang venue dia moot court, class atau LTB. hari ni aku ngan Syikin kena amek test PIL coz ritu ktorang kena kuarantin.
test tu scheduled at 1-2pm. pas abes jer class pil, ktorang begegas ikut prof balik ke bilik dia. otw tu sempat lg keling2 kat notes.

sampai jer kat bilik prof suh ktorang wat kat pvt law dept tp x leh coz diorang nak tutup la.time tu lunch hour.
so da xde choice prof suh ktorang p buat kat mana2 clas yang dekat ngan opis dia.

"dont refer to your book except the Statutes ok!" pesan prof seblum ktorang gerak.

masa tu da 2.15pm aku ngan syikin pun masuk la lam satu class ni. buaT la test tu dengan se focus yg mungkin. sedar x sedar dah kul 2, lecturer lain de class kat ctu. so dengan kelam kabutnyer ktorang blah.

disebabkan ktorang stat lambat so sambung plak buat test tu kat atas bench kat luar class tu. susuah sangat nak tulis, aku duduk jer atas lantai and menulis atas bench. bench tu belubang so korang agak la camne tulisan aku pastu.

ni la first time aku buat test kat open space camtu on the bench plak tu. hehe